One Moment

I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of life.

I don't want pills
I don't want to be told "it will be alright"
I don't want to cut
I don't want to cry

I want a moment of peace.
Simple, painless, peace.

And in a perfect world this may be possible.
However I don't live in a perfect world.

So
Ill settle for drugs
Ill settle for the shoulder to cry on
Ill settle for the blade
Ill settle for the never ending tears

Soon I may even settle for death and maybe,
just maybe Ill get that moment of peace I've
longed for.