Controlled

by Kitty Kurse   May 7, 2012


"I'm sitting here thinking about how messed up life really is.
I'm tired of all the things running through my head,
Telling myself the things I should have done-
The things I should have said.
It's not easy to just drop everything and stop.
You tell me I'm pathetic and that I need to but it's like I can't.
These's addictions got me controlled making me someone I'm not.
Someone I did not know could exists."

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  • 11 years ago

    by Lofallenve

    I know from experience that it does not do one well to hover on the past. Thinking of the things you should have said, should have done. Better to move forward and break out of this controller's grip!

    Lovely poem, nicely penned. :)

  • 11 years ago

    by Hannah Lizette

    Love the addiction line. so many people are controlled by addictions that tears their live into shreds and make them into people they would have never thought they'd be. so sorry you have to feel this way, though. hopefully you will rekindle your friendship soon and overcome your addiction! :) great writing full of so much emotion.

  • 11 years ago

    by Wicked Ways

    These's addictions got me controlled making me someone I'm not.
    Someone I did not know could exists."

    Love the ending here, i know what its like to lose a friend well thats what i interpret of this hope im not wrong lol but I get it, wishing you woulda done something different, i like this poem keep it up!

    • 11 years ago

      by Kitty Kurse

      Thank you so much:) and yeah i got in a big fight with my old friend because she was calling me pathetic that I was getting so addicted to drugs.

  • 11 years ago

    by Salina Is Beautiful

    I feel this way a lot
    5/5
    <3 Salina

  • 11 years ago

    by Hollow Face

    Nothing is ever easy. I'm sorry you feel so controlled like this. Good contection to the title too.
    I can relate well. It flows great and shows your talent.
    5/5
    ~Kitty

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