If only to fill a glass full

If only those I choose to take,
with avengence I break,
To consume I take,
With laughter of my vengeance
It takes place.

To those of you that laugh 
You laugh at my mistakes.
For you shall be warn,
There is a coming storm 
My tears are like a swarm.

Fill my glass of wine and pour,
Fill my heart and it was tourn,
Fill me up before I was even born. 

It was just a dream, before!