Reply to your suicide..

A letter inscribed,
To Becka with love,
a letter from heaven.
But a 1 way ticket from hell.
I've left you I'm sorry,
but these words can't be true.
If your sorry why did you leave me,
was there nothing I could do?
Best friends forever,
that's what you said.
But how can we be friends forever,
when your already dead.
The pain was projected from every word that you wrote,
a lifetime so poinent,
with this hell I cannot cope.
Ironic as it is after your note of suicide,
my reply is a letter of the very same kind.
Without you my life is as poinent as yours.
I cannot live in hell.
While you wait at heavens doors.
So as I write this letter,
its a risk I have to take.
For my life isn't worth living.
If I can meet you at the gate..