Never quite good enough

It feels like no one listens
no matter how hard i try
I feel like the one losing
and all i can do is cry
All day and all night
all we do is fight
trying to prove who's right
daily turning off on lights
Life is passing by
Never knowing when we are all going to die
I try my best
yet still its not good enough
with all these mistakes piling on
its hard to keep pretending I'm tough
its like when one thing goes wrong
they all start falling down
everything is falling apart
then tears fall past my frown
Bending under all the weight
feeling like I'm about to break
I try so hard
I act so fake
What if i don't make it
What if it overtakes me
This isn't what I'm made for
Honestly I'm not entirely true
I keep playing it safe
Always running away.