Anxiety baby

Apparently love can be deadly
I know this already
Its almost killed me
The feelings that rip me
Emotion hurling through me
From head to toe
Pounding from my heart,
Crippling my flow
Stumbling as I try
To walk forward
I stop and start to cry
I cant take anymore
Fighting for everyday
But I don't know what for
Your trying to bring me down
Within hope I pray
That an angel will be around
To take away my fear
To cuddle me close
To dry my tears

I am a fighter
I am a soldier
It takes a lot to make me cry
But as I grow older
Things take there toll
People get colder
My hatred grows
To a bitterness
Of worn out smiles
Faith is worthless
A struggle for miles

I'll fight this to the end,
You wont control me,
I will be happy
No more
Writhing around
Rocking to the sickening rhythm
In my churning stomach
No more tears

I can smile
I can be happy
I can be free
To be whatever
I want to be

You wont beat me