100- Tears

by Owner of an Untamed Heart   Jul 7, 2012


He just said "it's over"
And left me standing in the rain
For some reason, my heart is still beating
And I don't feel any pain
I walk home completely soaked
With my strength finally strong
Waiting, anticipating for the tears to fall

Something must be wrong

I prepared myself to cry out
Told myself that I'd fall down
And yell that he'd turn around
And at least try his best
I prepared myself to get weak-kneed
Told myself I wouldn't have any energy
But the tears I would cry in misery
Just haven't came out yet

I saw him with her a week later
He expected me to break down effortlessly
To his surprise and I guess to hers
I looked as peaceful as can be
I stared intensely at our picture
And listened to every depressing song
Waiting, anticipating for the tears to fall

Something must be wrong

Sometimes I try to force them out my eyes
And I dream of him endlessly
I don't why I can't just cry
If he meant the world to me
Then that day when he took me by the hand
And confessed that I never escaped his mind
That's when I truly could understand
The real reason why I've been wasting my time

Cause after everything he put me through
The person who lost someone valuable was him
And as he kissed me and I tasted his salty tears
I realized that I've been holding back my fears
And right there, in the pouring rain
I let out tears of joy in his warmest embrace
I told myself not to ever let him slip away
Cause the dry eyes I had relieved so much pain

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