Artist Girl

I put too much faith into you
hoping you would stay
I hoped I was good enough for you
but you just threw me away

see every single day
I sit and think of your face
and in every single way
am i so easily replaced

Another hand upon you
a thought I cannot bare
and as the distance grew
this heavy heart I wear

alone in time
shall find me broken
you are not mine
A simple lie, at least a token

to a memory
a ghost
a figment of the past
a tragedy
I'm lost
As my car crashed

Bloody and leaving
my very last words
your sorrow, your grieving
will carry it in thirds

In the broken city skyline
the smoke clouds fill the air
and I know that you are not mine
As I recall your high school stare

She was divinity
a girl I cant forget
and she was everything to me
my every single regret

I will leave this broken heart behind
and try to mend my broken smile
and if life would let its self rewind
To you I count the miles

His hand upon your waist
His name inside your heart
will the sadness i have faced
will ever see me part

for every day without you
I am a broken man
with every day without you
from the feelings that I ran

the city you now sleep
with faraway aspirations
of being an artist, an artist girl
and silently i weep
I hope you find your inspirations
my artist, my artist girl

the fire has been put out now
the body was identified
and I cant seem to recall how
my lifeless body lied

I am the ghost of your lover
I am the fear inside your mind
I am nothing now, its over
there's nothing left to find

Tonight will be the night
where I can finally die
in my last poem here
I am saying my goodbyes.