I Can And I Will

Can cry.

The tears fall down my face, these memories I contemplate

Nobody knows about my suicide

Nobody knows that I wished I would have died.

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if it worked

Where would I go, where would I lurk?

When happiness is in a drought

All I can do is mutely cry and shout.

My name is forgotten, it is thrown away

I never seemed to care about anything

My life is just a game.

I will

Mutely suffer, take the blame

It's so much easier to fall, than to actually play the game.

I'm done with this

I'm done with me

My mind is crazed; I just want to be free.

Guess I'll just close my eyes and make believe

Todays another day

And act like I still have hopes and dreams.