I Don't Belong Here

I live life, day by day, waiting for the minutes to pass.
This is where i stay, but don't know how long i can last.
Don't know how much I can take, this whole world, just seems fake.
I need out, not guna shout, it won't fade, reach for the blade.
My cuts they run so deep, into the chasms of heart.
As I write, my blood runs on the page, looks just like modern art.
As each drop falls, I grow weaker.
Slice once more, needs to flow quicker.
Passed out on the floor, no results.
I'm still in this world, this is wrong.
Should I try once more? I dont belong.
I'll just lay here, waiting, waiting for another pointless day to pass me by.
One day, one day it'll work and I can die.
I can't live in a place I don't belong.
But for now, for now, I'll just stay strong.