Let Me Know

Looking into your forest green eyes today
Breaks my heart more than it did before
I lost a lot of blood and tears over you
Lost a piece of me when you walked out the door
I wonder if the happy times together
Were worth the tears I cried alone
If one day, I actually start to matter
Will you let me know

The day I become stronger
Is the day you'll forever become weak
The day I finally forget you
Is the day I'll be in your dreams
The day I keep moving forward
Is the day you'll be in front of me
Maybe the sooner I let go
The better I can just breathe

I told my heart to quit remembering
The more I tried, the more I couldn't forget
I can honestly remember our greatest moments
From the very second we met
I used to wake up from my pleasant nightmares
That constantly reminds me that I'm alone
If, and when, I start to matter at all
Will you let me know

If I would've saved the tears
I've wept for all of those years
You'd drown in my sea of sorrow
And face the times that I've feared
I want you to break down the same
And understand my pain
To love someone when all they've done
Is left you in the rain

I used to wonder if the happy times together
Were worth the tears I cried alone
When the day comes that I actually start to matter
By then, I wouldn't even wanna know