Giving Up

I hate myself...it's true, you see?
But of course you don't, you can't see past me.
You don't see past my sad disguise...
You don't look past my feeble lies.

Who are you to call yourself "friend"?
If this is friendship, let it end!
YOU DON'T CARE...you never did.
You couldn't see the pain I hid.

I feel so alone...but now it's by choice.
This is the fatal blow that has silenced my voice...
I sit here in darkness...and silently cry...
I'm sorry to say I can't live this lie...