Envy, jealousy, and insecurity is poisonous to your soul. Wisdom, faith, and humbleness is the remedy. We all make mistakes, but if you don't learn from them you'll see your life plummeting. Down a chute, not realizing how you ended up with a 9 to your head wanting to shoot. We have more control over our lives than we think, but we rather spread lies, gossip, and drink. Then get mad when we realize we were wasting time. And say " Man, life really flies by before you blink". As a whole, we need to think outside the box. Segregation is still contaminating our air, like early morning musk. Dense like past slaves that were lined up at docks. Now that's what I call despair; having barely and food to share, barely any clothes to wear, and they still managed not to live in fear. I do understand that it's hard to change. Some things are out of our hands. I've dealt with conflicts that were hard to tame. Saying " Damn, I hope it doesn't overflow on my dam. Even though it's my fault I burn brides too fast." It's hard to decipher from the voices in your head, cause you want to do what's right, but you see that conflict ahead. Get scared of its depth and height. So, tears is what you shed. Then get mad cause what you really saw, was something you've been left behind. If you don't deal with your issues then and there, they'll soar in your nightmares. I'm not trying to scare. Just prepare. The evidence is clear. You know history repeats itself so beware.Â
