I'm looking back at the memories,
Remembering all the good times.
I'm sick of pretending I'm okay,
When I'm beyond being fine.
Words could never describe, ever...
How much I miss you by my side.
If I said I didn't need you,
I'd be telling a horrible lie.
I know we had our downs, believe me...
But all I can think about is the good.
The laughter, kisses, hugs, and smiles,
Our corny jokes, only we understood.
Why you let me go, I'll never understand,
I know I was far from being perfect.
But I tried my best when I was around you,
Because deep down I thought it would be worth it.
I guess I wasn't good enough though,
You left me alone, left me out to dry.
I'm clearly nothing without you,
All I'm asking for is a why.
I'm stuck looking back at the memories,
Remembering all the good times,
Just sitting back pretending I'm okay,
When deep down I'm beyond being fine.
