The real me

People don't see the real me,
they only see the side i want them to see.
if people saw the real me,
the true me,
i think they would be scared or
they will think I'm crazy

the real me is a depressed 21 year old
boy who thinks about suicide all the time,
a boy with so many insecurities.

the real me is a person who is
afraid of being hurt all the time.
someone who gets jealous easily.

someone who can't stand to lose
someone very special to him!
someone who hates hurting people but
some how does anyway
someone who who wishes for death everyday

a boy who is nothing

a boy who should be called "loveless"
because every time he loves someone
with all his heart....
it gets broken and damaged

a boy who wants to rip his heart
out so it doesn't get broken anymore

someone who asks to be killed

someone who cries for no reason at all