Would you?

I'm sorry I don't want this
That I don't want this life
Sorry it hurts you
That I want to die

I never wanted to cause such sorrow
But I feel it all the same
How can I make you understand
I need to blow out this flame

I love you all deeply
But I can not stay
Would you really ask me
To live in this way

To live in so much agony
So hollow inside
Would you really want me
Not to say goodbye

Goodbye to all the pain
Farewell to the tears
To leave all the bad things
To forget all my fears

Would you keep me here really
If I were dead within
When you were meant love me
As my family as my kin.