Ordinary in a blue way

I lost control
into the darkness of my thoughts i fall

missing everyone i used to be ..
missing myself more when i used to make you smile

how close to the edge i was ....
every now and then felt nothing more ..

inside your eyes i,v seen the true colors of my needs
while drowning in the ocean of my emptiness

so far from the light i walk closer to nothingness
with every step stabbing the hope deeper in pride

the night won't hurt me anymore
since there is no more mornings to wake the pain up