Let It Go

Almost a year since we met.
and I never knew what being in love meant.
You were the reason I loved looking forward each day.
Because it meant we got to spend the day away.
We've spent almost every day together since we met
and with all the little things you did
I fell for you even more each day that passed away.
I went to hell and back for you,
you out of all people should know that.
I always did my best to see you happy and smiling.
I gave you almost everything you asked for, and no matter how many fights we got into I always had to find a way or reason for us to forgive each other and go back to the way we used to be.
I always had to be the one to make everything right becauseI didn't want you mad at me and I needed you in my life.
Everything I ever did for you was because I loved you
and meant that you were happy.
Now that we're not even talking
I'm sitting here thinking
That through my eyes I saw you for your potential
man I must've been mental.
I cant believe all the time wasted
and those bitter tears that I tasted.
All for what?
For something that was never true
that it was just something fake just like when you called me boo.
I wonder if it ever meant something to you
I wonder if I let everything go and walk away
if you would come after me.
I'm giving up on you
and trying to make this work.
Because you know how much you meant to me and what I'd do for you, but I never knew what I mean to you.
Everything I said to you was true and I gave you all of my trust
and I wish I never fell in love with the boy of lust.