When?

When will the pain and the hurt end?
When will the tears stop?
When will i feel like myself again?
When will the empty whole i have inside me be filled again? When will I be able to smile and laugh like I actually mean it?
When will my broken heart be mend?
When will be the day i can see you again?
When will I be able to say i love you?
When will I be able to hug you?
when will I be able to give you the massage? (inside joke)
When will be the day?

RIP JEAN I love you
1/9/94--11/30/12