No use

I dont get how people can be so cruel
i dont understand why people have to care
i was finally out of the spot light
to end up in the same place i was at
i was done with him with all that bull s*&^
how could someone choose to judge me
im such a nice person. i have a big heart
i would never in a million years hurt someone on purpose. how could they be so stupid enough to listen to what other people say. im overly confused by my surroundings. questioning who really is around me. im terrified and hurt by everone who supposably understands me.
who are you to judge my life
who are you? that person that has my life undercontrol. it hurts me but no matter what, i have to find out. if its the last thing i do. No one in there mind will see what they have coming if its the last thing i do. this will not go unpunished
this is just the beginning i dont even know where to run anymore, i turn and theres fake faces standing in front of me. a fake face pretending to be my friend. tired of everything, tired of everything.
dont people know that comments like these make people feel bad, depressed and could possibly lead to suicide. all i gots to do is stand on my own. live on my own. be on my own.
with all of this they make me close up live in a shell and no one wants to see that side of me again, no one wants to see the depressed side of me again. i hated that side of me. i hated it.