I feel like I'm facing everyday by myself, with no one to comfort me. I feel so alone, and withdrawn from everyone, family, friends, even my boyfriend. Every morning I wake up, I have to put on a pretty face, with a fake smile and cover those scars up. I'm scared that if I don't get better, I'll fall apart and break into a billion pieces again like I have before, but this time is different.. This time I feel myself breaking more and more as each day passes, and if I do finally break apart I don't think that I can pick up all those pieces let alone try and glue myself back together. I feel as though I'm living in a movie, that gets stuck on the rewind and replay button. It's like I can't get anywhere even if I really wanted to. I'm drowsing in myself and I can't keep myself above the water much longer, or can I?
