She never knows why she's happy, she never fully
understands why she's angry with who she
angry with... she doesn't feel like she belongs
any where in her home... the place you call home
where you sleep is NOT where she calls
home .. home to her is with friends not family she never has liked
her family she's not sure why but they never made the
right connection she feels like they don't understand
she just wants to scream out and let them know eveything
and know that they wouldn't judge that they
wouldn't over reacted and be angry with her
the idea of a happy family is a distant dream right now but maybe in time
that happy family stuff you see on tv will be in her family, but not now
now she doesn't want them to yell
she wants someone to understand her struggle with her family with her life
she just wants out of this double life
