It's too late

I look at you now and see the man that I use to need
but you left me and cut me so deep, you just left me here to bleed
Some say its so hard to ever love like this again
And when I get weak and start to think like that, I remember just where you've been
Well I'm not sure where we are gonna be, but right now without you is all I see
I hold my breath thinking you'll ever change
I'm sure you will one day but it'll will be for someone strange
You can't change for me you see because you resent me like you do
But with a clean slate you might
be able to when you find someone new
As time goes by, the taste of your lips and smell of your skin begin to fade
It'll be easier soon, because someone else's taste will be on my lips I'm afraid
How do I tell you I'm not as good as you think
Your thoughts of me and my morals will certainly shrink
I'm still human and my needs are also important
They have been just tossed aside by you but they have been lying there dormant
You can do someone wrong for only so long before you wake up one day and realize they are gone
I can't keep hiding the pain in these eyes that I have suffered from your betrayal and lies
Not being with you doesn't change much because your still have your booze
So besides us, what else are you willing to lose
But my heart hurts for you and my worry doesn't stop
I'm just so tired and I'm down to my last teardrop
Your life on its current track is bound have a bitter end
You could lose so much more than your family because of that bottle your best friend
You could lose your own life or kill someone and forever be in a jail
But the ultimate horror would be to wake up one day and spend eternity in Hell!