I'm sorry to those who are pained,
i'm sorry to those who i've shamed,
and i'm sorry to those i blamed.
I can't deal with the hurt,
the pain,
i can't deal with the lies,
everyday.
I can't bear to fake another smile,
and laugh,
and pretend it all fine,
it's not.
I guess this is a fantasy,
a sick little dream,
all I've ever wanted to do was die,
i never was your queen.
A blood covered bed,
with blood covered sheets,
can you not see,
my goal I've reached?
This is goodbye,
my lover,
my friend,
i'm just so tired,
i can't pretend,
nothing is what it seems,
i was walking,
but dead inside,
i can not bear it,
so here goes my life.
