I love her
but shame is my name
multi-colored badge
like a scarlet letter hanging from my neck
i dont deserve her heart
i dont deserve her intelligence
I will always be the monkey
she is the astronaut
but where is this ship going?
If i told my secret
i would be hated
saint peters rejection is too harsh
so i bury my heart
i murder my lust
yet giving into want
pure torture
but what can i do?
i love her
