You broked me beyond fixing

You broked me beyond fixing
I told you things I never told anyone
and what do you bloody do
you leave me so f you
you broked me
now I'm back to my old ways
I did about 55 cuts already
and I'm not close to being finished
you were my friend
I trusted you
and this is how you show it
by hurting me so bad
I almost toked my life tonight
I was so close
but my friends helped me
they helped me
when you hurted me
to think I loved you
I wish I never met you
I wish I never knew you
now I'm back to my old self
I'm sry everyone
I couldn't stop cutting
this broked me
and I'm sorry I broked promises today
but I'm completly broken
I don't know what to do any more
she ment the world to me
and now
I bleed
I bleed cause I trusted her
but now
I only trust a few
and I still won't tell them what I told you
so thanks
thanks for turning me back into this monster