Failures

Where do I begin with all these thoughts
I can hear every single one
As worry begins to show on my face
My eyes unable to hide it
My heart begins to race
Pupils dilating wanting to flee
Far away from everything
I stand my ground
As everything decays around
I can't stand these thoughts
All my hopeless flaws
No matter how much you want to change
Every single day you remain the same
The only constant in your life
Is the trail of failures
Littering your steps