Kill me now

Broken heart,
Bloody smiles,
Living hell,
One desire.

Scared to death,
I want out.
Living nightmare,
love without.

I try and try,
screaming for help,
Lie after lie,
kill me now.

Hate this place,
no escape,
Trapped forever,
Eternal rape.

Just kill me now,
set me free,
Anger flows,
Why me?