True ugliness

You can't conceal true ugliness.
I can't hide my outer shell.
I was born with it.
Why? I can not tell.
Dreams full of fake beauty,
Thoughts of why can't that be me.
Tears of my deepest pain,
fears I'll always be so ugly.
Hope fades slowly,
what happened to God's plan?
Does he wish me more pain?
How long can I stand?