Feels

I'm dying on the inside and I don't know what to do
I miss you like crazy and I wish you did, too

The pain that I feel isn't even alive
And I swear to you now, I might even die

I look at your name and I start to cry
And I don't like this feeling of saying goodbye

I can't even eat and I'm starting bad habits
I can't get out of bed and I cry while I'm at it

It feels like I'm on my own and I feel so alone
And when you text me, I can't pick up my phone

I can't see you with someone other than me
Even if you're smiling and really happy

'Cause I was that person, or I once use to be
But now I killed that and destroyed it completely

I had no idea just how much I loved you
Until you were taken, oh I wish that I knew

Because now as I go and my eyes fade to black
I finally see I won't ever have you back....