This side of me

No one knows this side of me
With all my insecuritys
No one knows the things I keep locked inside
The softness within me
You see a tough hard shell
Because my life's been hell
You see stern looks and emotionaless eyes
Because I'm dead inside
But deep within
A light still flickers
Still feels pain
Still has emotions buried deep
but no one knows this side
I had the pain way deep inside
I show no weakness
I don't let myself fall apart
I don't cry
But still I do inside
But I don't let it show
So you'll never know
This side of me.