The feeling of having you in my life again
Is so unfair and indecent to dream about
When he madly loves me
Should I dream about someone that has never melted?
But that dream still hasn't gone away
Because my fall for you was too hard
My heart just splits open
Whenever my brain stops at your name
So I taught to myself, not to love you anymore
Because you, who don't know who you are
Will never bother to know me
But still, a message from nowhere
Runs through my blood to my dried up heart
And my memory breathes and rolls back to that past
Though there was nothing between us
That 'nothing' played the greatest role in my life
Like a short lived candle
You dimmed the light of my life and went away
Letting die
A half grown unspoken love in the middle of nowhere
And I gave him the second chance, and said
'I'm okay now'
But is it true?
I am ashamed of myself and my heart more and more
So unforgivable to keep you in my brain
I know you don't want me like he does
But why my heart secretly follows you still?
And does not hesitant to hide that bitter truth
Even from my own self
I should make the stop
So You!
Do not look behind
Just walk away
A single turn you make
Will get me next to you someway
Sometimes until the night fall
And until I defeat you in my memory forever
Another shadow will come behind your way
