Don't

I always ask myself why!!!
Why i keep doing always the same thing!!
Whyi try to catch what is so fare away from me!!!
Why i keep ignoring the truth in front of me!!!
Why i still working hard to impress them!!!
Why am just afaid of the thought that am going to be alone!!!
Why i try my best to keep them aroud !!!
Deep inside i know the're done!!
They can't supports me anymore!!!
But they keep being nice and kind to me!!!
Waiting for me to understand!!!
To stop being so childish and lame !!!
Deep inside i know that one day i will loose them all!!
By being so careful and by being natural!!!
Its not their fault if am alone!!
Its not their fault if am strange!!
I always promiss to not show!!!
I always pretend that am fine!!!
I keep calling and hunging on them!!
Hi!! Stupid poor girl i am!!
Just give them the choice to go or to stay!!
Dnt hang on them anymore!!
Just walk ur own way!!
And who want u will care!!!
(( i can't call this a poem i just want to share my thought with u guys thx fr reading)))