I still

I still smell it
I still feel it
All aound me
In every part of me
That smile, that look
The same touch,the same breath
Still blows me
Now that all my hard moment are gone
Now that all my fears desapear
After all that times you shows up again
Why you, and why now
The wound i try hard to ignor
The tears i catch everyday to not fall
All memories came back again
To bleed me again
To hurt my heart again
I was trying to walk my own way again
All alone , to catch my fallen part
And stand up to start over
It takes me days , months and years
To use to your absence
Those tears i used to shed every night
I thought that i was healing from you
I thought i was healing from your ghost
But why i keep finding you everywhere i go
Why i see the same eyes watching over me
The same touch playing with my hair
The same breath whispering to my heart
Just free me from your story
Just free me from your memory
Rub me from your painful dairy
I want to rest in peace
I want to find the old me
I want to take my own way
Far from your love