Living life without you has been dark and trying times.
It's even been a while since I could find the words to rhyme.
You can't imagine what I've been through,
Can't imagine all the pain.
I long to say I love you and to wash the hurt away.
Yes, I know I've hurt you,
Especially when you tried.
But when I began to trust you,
You ran away to hide.
What hurt me most was not before;
It's what you've done just now.
You cut me out,
Erased me.
As if you couldn't face me.
You disappeared without a trace,
Without an explanation.
I think what I hate most is how I'd take you back,
No hesitation.
You know I've had these dreams
About you every night.
They're cruel and unexpected
