Inside

In the confounds of my mind,
darkened thoughts you will find.
Gagged and thrown into the abyss,
what did I do to deserve this!?

The one I love more then the rest,
did put my heart to the test.
He ripped, he tore, he shredded, he drained.
and for the pain, it was me he blamed...

The girls I held so dear,
made reality my society fears.
Ignored, neglected, ditched was I.
and still they wonder why I cry??

Now all I do is smile and laugh,
holding the truth from everyone's grasp.
Happy is what I seem to be,
but that's not whats inside of me..