This pain is mine to bear, it's justly unfair
You're the one I adore
You would never love another, you swore.
Beware of the skeletons I hide inside my chest
These oppressed feelings aren't getting me any rest
I'm to the point where I cant sleep
Pathologically obsessed to your Medusa way of life and all the souls you possess, one by one, in your unintentional conquest.
And if there was a way to remove you from my mind,
I would in a second because enduring this time has been unkind
I'm locked in a cell and I've thrown away the key
Cast under your spell
With no way to flee
It was you that I fell for in that cold winter
December was cold
But it was the warmth you gave me I remember
I've surrendered to your splendor and your tender soft kisses
It's the distance that's making my life so vicious
I saw a four leafed clover and tore it into pieces
Luck has no place in my life when it was you that I needed
Should have heeded to the warnings
So i could feel rested in the mornings
Taken cover when it was storming
It cuts so deep and bleeds so much
I keep in mind your graceful touch
Trudging through the thickened sludge
from which my feet just will not budge
A victim of my vices to which nothing suffices the priceless pain
And at this point, I have nothing left to lose.
I've been misused
Abused
let down and cut loose.
I've been mused by the predator
Bruised blue by the sirens song in a twisted amusement
A confusement of a sort to see how much pain I can accrue
I'm addicted, it's my taboo.
I'm sorry I loved
This one is to you.
