Pardise she wants

She sits in a room full of people
and yet she feels alone
everyone is laughing
and yet she's crying
no one sees her tears
no one sees her fears
no one knows she's hurting
and that her heart is burning

slowly she walks
she wants not to talk
and there she sees
her only hope and peace

she takes what she sees
a knife and a rope
walks to the cliff
to do what she believes

three options she has
to do what she wants
to jump she decides
and down she goes
where there is paradise
a cure to her pain.
death she wanted
death she decided.