Goodbye, Forgive Me.

Exactly eight months ago
To this very day
I walked back in your life
Not knowing what to say

I wish I'd done it sooner
With hindsight now I see
Me coming back
Has finally set you free

My life now is always filled
With endless nights of regret
So many what if maybe's
I'm sorry I made you fret

Multi-Organ failure
Is what took you from me
I didn't make it back
Arrived to late you see

Never will I forgive
Myself for hurting you
I have grown up now
Then I had no clue

Leaving like I did
Broke your precious heart
Now mine hurts so much
I thought I was so smart

Hopefully, maybe some day
I'll see you once again
You can hold me in your arms
Like you did back then

I pray that you'll forgive me
As we all make such mistakes
Heaven needed its angel back
So its you he chose to take.

To my mother, who I recently lost, I never got the chance to say goodbye. I love you, I miss you.