Amnesia is Useless.

I never realized
How much you cared
Until you disappeared
So loving, so rare

Effaced from my world
Everything snaps like broken bones
Too lost to even cry
Disoriented between zones

Years go by and it gets better
But only 'cause I pushed you away
Ignored our priceless memories
Just pretending to escape the day

I assume I've never
Fully accepted it yet
I wanted to know things
But silence is all I'll get

I miss you immensely
It is time to say goodbye
It's a difficult task
Reflected by misty eyes

I love you dearly
An even if I try
I couldn't possibly forget you
It is only a lie