The end of me

A blade in my hand,
And a voice in my head,
That's all I need,
To know soon I'll be dead

Blood kisses my arm,
But there are no tears on my face,
Only my smile,
As death I embrace

Across my arm,
I write goodbye,
With my blood,
But I still don't cry

I lay in the tub,
And then I wait,
Wondering if,
I'll see the pearly gate

the blood pours out,
Making a beautiful design,
And soon all I feel,
Is the spinning of my mind

Regrets come,
And regrets go,
This is the right choice,
That's all I know

I shut my eyes,
Never again to see,
This is the end,
The end of me