I swallow the very bit of pride I have left and avoid making eye contact. I feel like I'm just existing, because this isn't living.I can't gather enough sleep to know I'm fully awake. The truth lies. I didn't know better then to do better. If I could only have been who you needed me to be. Who is this girl that lies and cheat? Could it be after being used and betrayed, I felt the the need to do what has been done to me. But not you. You didn't deserve this, hurting those because of the others that hurt you in the past. Fair is where u get cotton candy Who am I ? No one knows anymore. Especially me....
