What do I really feel?
I say one thing and mean another.
What do I really mean when I say the other.
The more I get to know you the more I hear about someone else
Someone more important than me
What can I say to something that means the opposite?
I know that what you say means what you want to feel but what do you really feel.
It really hurt me when you said that you love me but you are not in love with me.
So I guess that I don't have a chance when it comes to us.
I will always be the bad guy.
The rookie
The amateur
The one that will never learn
Today was a sad day for me.
My mind is wrapped around our last conversation.
How can I go with the flow knowing what you expect about us?
There will never be room for improvement.
I will always do me and you will always do you.
Now I have an idea of what my life will be like if I choose to be with you.
But I am stubborn.
I don't seem to care.
That can be my gift and my curse.
I will push myself further to be with me so I can be with you.
I need to grow up.
Learn from my mistakes.
I'm only 26 so I have time for improvements.
Well let's see what happens 10 years from now.
Who will I be?
All I know now is that I can only be me when I'm with you.
Let's see how much I will get out of it.
What challenges will I have to face?
What emotions will I have to go through?
What attitudes will I have to contribute?
Who will I become?
I will never know until I find that somebody that will challenge me for the better.
And from what I know now, nothing last forever.
