A Tale of Two Faces

Will you understand
Or will you see
Can you handle the girl
I transformed to be

Angry, sad
Sometimes happy
You think its a game
You think I'm acting

Pill after pill
Which one will fail me now?
I've got to control my being
Some way, some how

I cry
I scream
I wish I would die
Still you don't understand
You just ask me "why"

I'm happy
I'm laughing
God it's been so long
Better enjoy it
Before its gone

Is this real?
All the things I feel..
Or is this fake?
Something to test my fate

I can't control me
I hope you can see
I do truly love you
Your everything that I need

Here we go
I'm aggressive again
Now your pissed off
And say I'm no lady
I act like a man

I don't get to choose
When my mood will change
It just takes over
And puts my true self in a cage

Insomnia is here
A night so far
While its so near
Please don't give up on me
I need you here

This isn't me
Please hold my hand
Keep me close
But catch me if you can

"I get kinda dark
Let it go to far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try to see my heart
Because I need you now
So don't let me down
Your the only thing in this world
I would die without"

I wrote this somewhat for my husband
In have Bi-polar Hypermania and believe me its hard
To live with and not be understood for the things that go
That you can control. It affects my relationship with my husband
A lot

Quoted section by Adam Lambert
WWW.Adam Lambert.com