If you weren't using me then tell me what I missed because I could give you everything and you would piss it away on him. You are stuck in a superficial rut, ragged and redundant when I could give you everything you ever wanted. And I never expected it to go this far but now I know who you are and I can't imagine not having you in my life. And if my gentle touch means so much and you crave the affection that I can give then why should he get you and not me?
And you will go to him but think of me and be that as it may, it doesn't take the pain away. So tell yourself I was a mistake and shake your feelings for me because I can't take the thought of his hands running on your softened skin. He gets a second chance while I never got a first and he sees you at your best and I pick up the pieces at your worst and you feel cursed by your love that splits and if you think he deserves every bit then I will quit being who I am because I will always be the better man.
