Am I alone?

I get a funny feeling
It comes from deep inside
I get all mad and angry
Wanting to go and hide,

My friends calls it depression
My mom says it's just me
But the thoughts and feelings
No one will ever be able to see,

Some say I'm psycho
Some say I'm weird
It's like I'm a different person
And the old me just disappeared,

I get really edgy
Thoughts of committing suicide real bad
Then I get a headache
Followed by feeling sad,

I wish I could get help
I wish it would go away
Maybe if I keep praying real hard
It will come some day.