As I try to write what's on mind right now
I can't, too hurt, down, angry
I try to be understanding
but people won't be the same back
maybe I try to hard
love too much
care too much
doubt myself
This is not a poem, this is my words
my pain, my worries, my doubts
I wish things could have been simple
I wish these thoughts would go away
I scream, no one listen
"he's crazy, he needs help" is what i hear
I cry, one person wipes my tear
but yet she she's not here
she's reading this wondering
I text or call.....silents
I need a face in front of me
to see my sorrows, pain, tears
I don't care what anybody say about this
you're not me and not in my shoes
I envy everyone else
I pity myself
If you truly feel sorry, concern, or anything about what i just said
please let me know, before i fade away in shadows.
