No Matter.

No matter how much I scream
No matter how loud I am
The silence is never broken

No matter how close I am
Till I breakdown
To death
I will never speak up

I find myself standing still
Not making any movement
On this road called recovery

No matter how hard I try
I'm going backwards

No matter how much you help
I can never get better
All the help in the world
Still wouldn't help me see

See myself in a light
A light other then this
This engulfing darkness

But no matter
I don't matter
I am unimportant

I'm just another statistic
Another kid with a bright future
But going nowhere

The expectation is too high
I'm going down
No matter