Damn

So the feeling of alone
overwhelms me now
but what did i expect
never a leader, never been
fist full of ashes
from way back when
they came and went
leaving a trail inside my mind
burning and pillaging
everything inside
i don't understand
what happened to my eyes
all alone in this room
i hear no sad cries
i hear nothing now..
never again will i believe in love
or hope, what a waste..
but i remember what it felt like
and surely the sweet taste
bitter now, trapped inside my mind
i wish i could just rewind time
and listen to what they said..
decisions forgotten so long ago
within this jumbled head
i never wanted anything so much
yet somehow I'm glad
i never felt her touch..