Unexpected

It started as a game I wanted to play,
You get me and I get you,
But as time went on I started to fall,
And now I am serious about everything I do.
This wasn't in the plan,
I wasn't supposed to fall in love,
Insecurities hit me like a brick wall,
Giving me an emotional shove.
Choking back my emotions I smile at you,
Swallowing the lump in my throat is hard,
But you have bandaged up my wounds,
And dug out every shard.
I don't know how to explain it,
I lost all self control,
But I swear that falling for you
Has never exactly been my goal.
You think I'm beautiful even on my worst days,
You manage to make me smile when I'm upset,
You are so beautiful,
And that night is something I will never forget.
I'm shocked, panicked, and confused,
Nobody has ever seen me like you,
Out of everyone your the one I chose,
And you gently took off my mask,
Leaving a scared girl exposed.
Words of comfort and unspoken promises,
A touch of the hand and a reassuring smile,
You make me feel safe,
Something I haven't felt in a while.
This was only supposed to be a game,
But it turned into more than that,
I don't know what to do,
I don't even know what page your on; what spot your at.
Your beauty is deeper than you see,
And I love everything about you,
I fell in love with someone I never thought I would,
And I hope that you eventually love me too.
I'm not asking for everything,
I just want a chance to say,
How much I love you through my actions,
The very start was only the other day.
It started as a game and turned into something serious,
My heart is on my sleeve,
I know that I will never hurt you,
All you have to do is believe.